whats the big deal?
she is someone who opposes, someone irrational they say
often times i wanted to get rid of that side she has, then one day i saw myself
damn cold out of what emotion i kept, i don’t wanna be lying to myself being ok when it was not
then she is covered with popularity i don’t have, simple things meant her big thing
while it could be just be so simple,
i almost lost everything i gained from building myself when one day God put me and my beau to test of
surviving past emotions, thou i was not suppose to be affected by it, it affects me differently maybe it is because she hurt him tpo bad, thou it seems too complicated i survived pain,
now i feel complete and real with myself, she i suppose is losing something she could have saved
she was great with logic but in sentiments i don’t know.
the next thing i figure out is when she said i happen to affect her life, she happen to build mine, i am getting too tired building her to be so sensitive, but i guess sensitivity is like love which cannot be taught, only learned when it is already gone.
+another sentiments coming out, watch out!
