“Both Sides”
of course i can persuade other people, make them believe of what i use to see
however, illusion is a two way road, i can either lie or be real with what it is to me,
i am rest assured of my transparency within myself,but the assurance that the people around me would see me the way i see myself would not be so ideal, i am goofy i can tell i can be even touchy with my sentiments but i guess its hard to understand what my words meant for those who take my words carefully…
i knew who among my friends knows that what i say meant something when sometimes i mean nothing.
imagine i stride to hear both sides without bragging them to tell it, they open up to me both sides without even asking, though it was an advantage somehow
it can also mean me disadvantage, why?
First, it gives you a hard time to ponder to which side to be on, none the less it would leave you no choice but to be neutral and be safe from any allegations. Second, with whatever you have in mind you became involve too.
Third, you’re privacy is dig out, or if not you are provoke to talk only to end up ruining what you could have save. Lastly, knowing both sides of the story can mean broken relationship regarding the kind of relationship you’ve got.
However i could no longer blame myself to get out of it since i became involve in a certain way the rest that i could do is to protect the confidentiality of what i know about, i assummed to much respect for those involved to leave matters to me but at a point i met some person eager to dig out, which only means me tighter patience and shut mouth.
The rest i could tell about that case is that it ended up to mess another mind which should have been ok, later i expect everything would be more complicated than what is it before, until i resigned this case i’ll be discliaimg anything i know about it, not just as for profesionalism but for saving a deffered friendshhip atleast.
in case that i would no longer be able to protect a secret i would never show up, but before i destroy myself from the promise i made to both side please bear that i tried my best to save everybody in the plot, it was so hard that i keep holding tight when everybody wants freedom.
