Sentiments

i have a friend she was diagnosed being anemic from the creed of her harsh world
i think she was parted somehow but her confusion is not anything into my life, coz from my analysis she makes things too big out of simple thought, i see she losses everyhting on hand and still hasn’t seen it, what if i leave? she’s affected that way so why would else i be affected of what she feels just because pity is to her side, i sound vain i know but i saw faces of the people coming to me bleeding of what she does unknown to her own will, i admit i am responsible for giving her torture, but if i didn’t would she see other else, she seeks someone’s view but she hasn’t ask me if she forced me to tell something…
i shouldn’t be telling. Later this day i realized one thing
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IF SHE GETS OTHERS VIEW IT TURNS TO BE HER SIDE OF OPINION THE NEXT DAY, ALL EFFORTS “WE” TRIED TO SHOW WOULD MEAN NOTHING ANYMORE.
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well i seem not to care about it anymore since i was tired of making lines for this friend, according to her i changed yes and i know that and i accept changed. i was consolidated with other of my guy friends that makes more secure that what i am now is much more acceptable that what i tried to disregard before.

Critiscm is welcome but i guess if you were to criticize try to get into both sides without forcing, i hope she changed not for the way she wouln’t like one day.

What she is to me would be stated in my next blog… see yah!