Sentiments

"pagbili nga po ng coke

at saka isang pillows"

eto na naman

kakain ulet, ngunit nag iisa

bakit ba ang hirap kumain

lalu na at ika’y nag iisa?

"O frend! wala ka na namang date?!"

hay bakit nga ba la na naman akong date

kelan ba my manglilibre skin…

next day…

"dalawa nga pong coke, isang cheesecake at 2 pillows"

eto na finally may date na ako

isa siya sa pinapangarap ko

makisig at maporma

at tinitilian ng lahat

"oi pare! magbayad ka na ng utang mo!"

langya! First Date

ako pa pala ang magbabayad…

when you got love, you  get your heart broken

you decide to fight yet you’re defeated

while you wait for someone, your someone left you

before you could even say hello, it a goodbye waiting for you

you want to resist but you always insists

while you pray to stay, someone beyond leave the place

running out tears, yet there’s no more smiles left in store

when finally you’ve found someone, you wake up he’s not yours anymore

in life you came out alone, now you can’t be alone

when you have everything on it’s place, suddenly it is ruined

while i was walking, the rain started to pull down

ordinary as it was,cold and very perplexing, my head

is runnig quick, i am wondering how did i make things fall

now it was apart, broken and dull

may heart is broken my mind is swollen

i can’t think i can’t make things right

how could this happen to me

is my grip too tight?

have i come so far…

it has been a cold day to me

all the things that had happen to me

isn’t just any ordinary

from the very first time he whisphered to me

til the day that it came to its end

i don’t know

how to hold

or if i can still hold

im too afraid to start

an too afraid to loose

too many pictures on my head, too many questions on my mind, and scattered ails in the floor now tell me if i ain’t missin you why do i act this way? we had short times together, only motions that made me sink further, now my night had changed into mornings, my wanting became deeper…

i lied, yes it was my fault to stumble to another someone who knows no mercy, who grace me nothing but painful memories, yes, though i have lost you i have a love in me, a love that was to fall on your hands, but just now your silence kills me, and im awfully strugling. autumn came and it saddens me it was one brave autumn morning when you kissed me, told me you love me at all depths, now it was gone

too soon and too late…

baby, your ordeals are cruel, your silence is truculent, your smile turns to hundred weeping. and it made me all sorry.

i got nowhere to run

i got no shield to hide

i have been in world unknown to others

and nobody seems to care

i ain’t nobody’s sunshine

nobody’s smile

my laughters tied into tears

hopes that turn to weeping

and faded memories

crumples my heart

i ain’t nobody’s lil baby

nobody cares

nobody dares

/sun_at_night_/